

Dreams again.When I sleep, I dream, Dream of a land of what was, I am there,Dreams again.
With my old love,
I see children in the far.
Everything is peaceful,
Everything is right.
It grows dark,
Clouds become vilent with lighting and thunder. I look to my love, She is yelling to me, but I stand there. I just stand there, always helpless, Always useless.
I awake, Poured in sweat.
knowing I did nothing in the past,
And I lost so much.
I did nothing. But let everything go....


GrownIt has been a long time. A long time indeed. I have grown, Grown so tired. I have a son, I have a wife, I have a home of my own,Grown
with a job that I hate.
I used to be someone who hurt people, Now I hurt inside. I live day by day, Living a lie, Never being true to who I am.
I am Jesse,
I am Seildroth, I am two, But one mind.


another something newAs the Day goes on... And turns to Night I think of you And our first kiss As my Heart starts to race I reminds me of your soft gentle lips How I hasitated to your Kiss To feel your embress once more would be wonderest of all things I Lust for your body The taste of your Flesh The Heat of your's and mine Body pressing together To only Wake And see you are not Here So I go on Waiting till the next time we meet &nbanother something new


something newI came home To be free From all the supressing Only to find you were the one supressing me Now I go away Away from you To be alone And free With my seed to grow And raise You are gonesomething new
And I am free I am sorry I hurt you I love you still But in the end You are not there But I am free
--
~NeSsA~
"There are lovers cotent with longing...I'm not one of them."
...oba no nukumori ni kanawunai kara...
...Even memories cannot contempt to the warmth at you side...
If Nothing Last Forever.....Will You Be My Nothing?
just tired
moved to a new apartment and fully moved in got a promotion at work and a small raise. so all is okay. so how have you been.
--
~NeSsA~
"There are lovers cotent with longing...I'm not one of them."
...oba no nukumori ni kanawunai kara...
...Even memories cannot contempt to the warmth at you side...
If Nothing Last Forever.....Will You Be My Nothing?
--
~NeSsA~
"There are lovers cotent with longing...I'm not one of them."
...oba no nukumori ni kanawunai kara...
...Even memories cannot contempt to the warmth at you side...
If Nothing Last Forever.....Will You Be My Nothing?
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